The Grudge

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  "Dear God"

  by The Grudge in

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  i was driving in my car this morning, listening to the radio and i heard a song that i remember hearing when i was younger.

  this song really bothered me when i heard it back then.

  it made me mad that someone would say these things about god.....when i heard it today, although i liked to believe in a god, i actually agreed in many ways with the lyrics describing the biblical god.

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  Amateur Organized Crime (In the organization.)

  by The Grudge in

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  a memory was triggered in my head the other day that i hadn't thought about since i was an active jw.... in the early to mid nineties (i would have been about 14 or so) i remember a situation that was going on with someone i know (details cut to remain anonymous) and her jw friends.

  this person involved would have been about 17-18 and her "friends" or people she hung out with ranged from 16-21. they were a group of kids that went to meetings, in service, and were considered somewhat exemplary.

  most of them came from what were considered ?strong?

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  My silent ongoing fight against the org.

  by The Grudge in

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  i?m posting today to get some things out that i haven?t been able to share with anyone else.

  because they don?t want to hear it.

  i?m living in a world of jw?

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  Should I be worried.Or am I just paranoid?

  by The Grudge in

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  well,to explain that,i haven't posted on this site in a while and obviously since this is my first post,it was a different screen name when i did.

  my last post was about 6 months to a year ago.my status is, im a "fall away jw".i started having doubts about 2 years ago and they've done nothing but increase since i've been out.this isn't due to a spiritually week state of shutting "god" out of my life as a strong jw would say.instead,i've seen more shit go on in 2 years being away but still associated, then i care to list.yes,i am still associated through my wife and family,and have managed to stay at piece with everyone by keeping my mouth shut when it comes to my doubts, and now disbelief.

  everyone has pretty much left me alone about not going to meetings.it wasn't that way at first, but i think they just gave up.my wife still believes its the truth but she would be considered a week jw since she doesn't go to the meetings alot.. as a 24 yr old newly married couple who just stopped going to meetings,we lost most of the "friends"we had.

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